1. no one much cares about the thought and opinions of 99.9% of bloggers
2. i personally would question anyone who would read MY blog
so that equals
C - freedom of expression.
not that i did not have that freedom from the start, but the beauty lies in the fact that there is literally NO ONE to impress.
i was just out on my back porch and it's pitch black out there (it's dark at 1 am in texas). my backyard is a full on wooded ravine. there was some sort of critter mulling about. probably a racoon or possum. but since i could not see anything, i'm pretty sure it was a rabid coyote vampire getting into position so that it could leap thru the darkness and jump right for my throat. needless to say, i survived the imaginary ordeal, but just barely.
shortly before that i was listening to Radiohead's song 'Reckoner on my ipod'. in the dark. watching the wind whip the trees around. the song made me cry. so of course i put it on repeat, for maximum sadness effect. it's what i do.
